Monday, December 28, 2009

2 weeks worth...



In such a short amount of time it seems that so much has happened or hasn't happened, whichever way you choose to look at it.
I wanted to post something much sooner, however due to technical problems wasn't able to. Without putting to much negative energy towards my computer .... it isn't working the way I need it to. I am in much need of a new system that will allow me to work properly now and in the future. Especially with images. It is so frustrating to find a balance with everyday expenses for the family, rent, car, etc. etc. etc. and knowing that you require new equipment to move forward in doing what you love doing. Damn the "All Mighty Dollar". It sure would make things much easier to have new equipment/tools. That is all coming my way soon enough. I have to be patient and throw that positive energy into the universe. I feel it in the breezes ever so slightly, but coming my direction. Soft and gentle breezes in the right direction are good. To strong - I may not be able to handle the storm. So be careful what you ask for and ask in the right way.



I have been pretty steady with my promise to myself to photograph something, anything, everyday !

Last week I was called to assist on a engagement session. Went out to the location and it was canceled. I took a few photos of the surroundings. The rest of the week I was pretty busy at my job that pays the bills and allows me to be creative in another arena...that would be screen printing. Can be messy at times, but I like it.





















So later that evening I went to Cultura de la Raza and watched a documentary film called " Rythmic Uprising". I encourage anyone and everyone to see this film. It takes place in Brazil and how they are using art form in music, dance, education, etc. to keep children focused on who there are, to be proud and to attain all that is possible in a place that it is expected of them to fail. I was also able to see a dance troop of young kids (young adults-I am dating myself :)) dance from here in San Diego. The name escapes me at this time, but it was beautiful and expressive. It makes me want to dance again. A beautiful evening!!!

This really reminded me of why I want to do what I do. I really love working with the kids. I would love to continue my fathers work and it is not to late!!!! My legacy? I think so.




Sunday, December 13, 2009

rain, rain, go away...... or stay.. it won't ruin my day















So yesterday it rained pretty much all day. I started my day as usual and then played some jazz. Louis Armstrong made me happy and feeling good.

My friend Autumn and I decided to make a day of it and not let the raindrops make us couch surfers all day. Of course there seemed to be a loose plan, but we ended up in random places with no direction. Thanks Autumn. That's the best way to do it.

First stop, Quince St bridge and in the rain it just so happened that a hawk landed and visited us on the rail. I was able to get pretty close and he/she didn't seem to mind. Unfortunately I was changing exposures while rain was falling so when I got shots up close I overexposed them. I managed to keep some of the image and although blown out I like the "artsy" look to it. The rest of the day consisted of Little Italy Mercado , a little walk around the colorful area, a stop at Mardis Gras for alligator sandwich, and OB to Noon Designs ( a cool little jewelry and paper shop), then Sunset Cliffs. A beautiful day all together.

Today......got up late the sun was shining. Warmed my tootsies and didn't have to man the containers at the leaks in the windows and ceiling. It has been a great weekend.

Friday, December 11, 2009

a lonely frame looking for love





Last night I picked this window frame up(after driving by it a few times) thinking I could do an art project with it. After the third time passing by , I stopped. I figured it was waiting for me to bring it home. Of course....another project idea. I might actually work on it a bit quicker this time than usual. Which sometimes ends up being "never". I will do my best not to let that happen this time. So when it is done I will take a picture of it and post it.

Sitting on my porch this morning contemplating what the day had in store, i see that my little plants need some loving. I know, pretty random, but maybe not. All they need is a little nurturing and patience and they will survive, not unlike all of us. So i realize that me taking photos even ever so simple every day allows me to nurture my talents. I am looking forward to seeing things differently through my lens again and finding the beauty in the most simplest of things, texture, color, light.... life.

Thursday, December 10, 2009

hello again

addition: my coffee was heavenly this morning, made with a square of Caramello chocolate, and a touch of cinnamon......so yummy. It reminded me of the movie Chocolat with Johnny Depp. magical.........

hello.






So here I am blogging, never thought i would. I am stepping out of my comfort zone that has kept me from moving forward in many aspects of my life.

Anyone reading this should know that I am not the best of writers, but I will be real. Well,at least what I choose to share anyhow.

I woke up yesterday morning, went jogging, and sitting on my porch with my camera in hand and coffee in the other, I had a epiphany. After feeling so down and out for days about what I was doing with my photography and other talents(light bulb),"I will do a blog with my images if possible. I enjoy other photographers blogs and why not do my own? Step out of your Comfort Zone!!!!"